Pride Is Dead Faith

"Simon, Simon, behold, Satan demanded to have you, that he might sift you like wheat." (Luke 22:31)

It is a strange thing that a Christian can know in his head that he ought to be a person of prayer and still never quite find the time for it. We know the reason, too, and we simply refuse to change it. We do not pray because our faith is not as high as we imagine, and our estimate of ourselves is higher than it should be. We are full of a quiet pride, and pride and prayer cannot hold the same heart at the same time.

Ask what keeps a person from repenting, and the answer is pride. Ask what keeps a person from seeking forgiveness, and the answer is pride. Ask what makes a person refuse to pray, and the answer has not changed. Pride is more natural to us than prayer, because pride removes the sense of need. As long as a man is self-sufficient and comfortable, he has no reason to ask God for anything, and if he is honest, no real desire for him either. It is only when a man knows he is powerless that he grows willing to listen to Christ and go and do what he says.

That is why prayerlessness is not mainly a problem of the calendar. It is a problem of pride. Prayer interrupts a man in the middle of his own ambition and requires him to confess he cannot manage his life alone, and pride will do almost anything to avoid that confession.

And here is the sharp end of it. A faith that will not bend to the grace and power of the cross is not faith at all, but a forgery, and it was minted by pride. Pride is dead faith. So do not first go hunting for more time to pray. Go hunting for the pride that has been quietly telling you that you do not need to.