On His Terms

"When Simon Peter saw it, he fell down at Jesus' knees, saying, Depart from me, for I am a sinful man, O Lord." (Luke 5:8)

Are you willing to come to Jesus on his terms? The question matters, because we have quietly built a version of the faith that lets people come to him on theirs, and I do not think it was done on purpose. It was done out of urgency. We wanted him accessible. We wanted the door wide. And somewhere in the widening, we made him optional. Pray this prayer. Sign this card. Raise your hand while every head is bowed.

There is a familiar scene at the county fair. A tent, big letters, free gifts, and the stated goal of winning souls, which is a thing any Christian should want. But the method is often this: stop the people walking past, share a few lines, and if they say yes, write the name on a list, hand them a small gift, and move to the next one. Names collected. Heads bowed. A prayer said. And then they are sent back out into a world that will eat them alive, and no one follows up, no one disciples them, no one walks with them.

It is not that God cannot save a person in a field in an afternoon. He can, and he does. The ache is over what usually happens next, which is nothing. A decision was gathered, but no one was made a disciple.

So ask it honestly, of your own faith first. Is that what following Jesus has been reduced to, a prayer, a pamphlet, and a free gift? Or have you come to him on his terms, which is not to add him to your life but to fall at his knees and hand it over?