The Only Two Masters

"Am I now trying to win the approval of human beings, or of God? ... If I were still trying to please people, I would not be a servant of Christ." (Galatians 1:10)

In the middle of an argument about grace and performance, Paul stops and asks a question that has nothing to do with theology and everything to do with the heart. Whose approval am I working for. And he does not leave it hanging. He lays down two options and makes them plain, and in the end they are the only two there are. You will be a servant of God, or you will be a slave to the opinions of other people.

Notice that both of those words put your life in someone else's hand. Neither one is independence. There is no third door where you finally become self-sufficient and beholden to no one, because that person has never existed. You were made to be held. The only question is by whom.

It is a harder choice than it is usually made to sound. Long before Christ ever broke into the hardness of the heart and began to warm it, most of us had already spent years living for the approval of others. It is the water we learned to swim in, the first language we ever spoke. It is entirely possible to go on today and tomorrow and every day after, calculating what the room thinks, managing how we are seen, keeping our standing carefully in repair, and to call the whole exhausting business faithfulness.

Paul says that if he were still doing that, he would not be a servant of Christ. Not a worse servant. Not one at all. Let that sentence cost you something, and then choose your master on purpose, before the room chooses for you.